Now that i have turned in my final portfolio i can breath. For my final i did portrait. My models were my grandparents and then my best friend johanna. I learned a lot in this project. I had always thought if a cared about subject matter the frame would just be good. I learned i not only have to show subject matter but i have to convey what it means, and that was hard. I wasnt sure how to show johanna because she means so much to me. I ended up coming across a guatamalan flag in her house and i thought that culture was an important part of who she was. So we went to a graveyard and photographed with some of her ansestors. I cant spell :) I love shooting my grandpa so naturally i wanted to also shoot him. He is 93 when i go over to the ouse he is just fixing there door knob! he is amazing!!! So i wanted to show how amazing and freaking awesome my grandpa was. I took pictures of his hands but not enough for my taste.
It was hard to show who these people were and why i so deeply loved in one frame. It was hard to convey anything about them at all.... but i found props usefull and would like to keep photographing my grandparents

aaahhh bbrreeeaattthhh... i have totally flipped out at the end of this term but now im done :) dictionary dot com expresses stress as An applied force or system of forces that tends to strain or deform a body. well its not really deforming my body unless you count the endless knots its giving me but i feel as if its pulling and twisting my body. My brain is on auto poliot.
Day burns down to night burns the edges of my sole in the night i see the truth concealed in the days bright lie. that came to me in a dream

STRESSS

Can i even tell you how stressed i am! I am super behind in math and attempting to get caught up but im stupid so it takes me FOREVER! and im loosing all my hair because of stress so in a month just here i will be alone and bauld ahh grrrrr! I am sick of life and i just need to blog my feelings. And plus volleyball tryouts were this week which by the way DIDNT HELP! and ah somthing i have an issue with is bugging me (only katie will understand) aaaahhhh iiimmmm ssssiiiiccccckkkkk ooooofffff llllliiifffffe
Well except for photo its my zen :) which is happy

HELLLO!! I was sick last week so i didnt get to upload my one image so here it is!

Well today i went out and shot for a very long time and am still not sure if i got good frames. But thats alright, tonight i shot my friend johanna and next weekend im shooting a family that is very close to me. So pretty much my parents are in south africa and i have nothing to eat but guess what i did tonight i made permasaen chicken and then rosemary steak and shrimp and a yummy salad and snickerdoodles
ok i am pretty much amazing i fed my army of a family with it. be proud